There is Such a Thing as RACE BRAIN!

11 Nov

Wow… this week is a whirlwind already. I leave Thursday to head out for IMAZ. I cannot tell you how hard it has been keeping my mind occupied. I am emotional, scatter brained, a hot mess. I have text the wrong person multiple times. I have forgotten things, not cared,cried. It’s crazy. People ask me how excited I am.. I don’t know what to think. I have good days and bad. Today is good. Yesterday, bad. All I could think about was the race. What if I let my friends down who have been by my side SINCE LAST NOVEMBER! What if I disappoint my coach. What if I don’t finish and this whole time my family thinks I can. All these things make me want to curl up in a ball and just cry. Today I keep goal setting and running thru each sport in my head. I CAN do this. I will. Keeping positive thoughts going. Gosh.. I never would have guessed how much of a mental mind mess I would be. I still need to pack, make sure my food comes with, and make my support crew happy! AHHHHHH

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